feeling

I feel passionate about something in my life again

It's been a long time

And I don't mean any of that in the bad way, I mean it all in the most wonderful and fantastic way possible

There's an aimless, floating, survival-only way of living life and after experiencing it for awhile there, I am so thankful for something that I care so freakin much about

Extreme care brings about the potential for spectacular hurt, but I can't stop myself from running ahead full force

I'm so thankful for feeling and I'm so thankful for such wonderful, confusing, enticing, powerful feeling

Now, as soon as I regain my ability to cry again, we will know I am fully back... fully back and better than before